i've been so so so so so TIRED.........my usual bedtime since preggy is 10pm, but these few days, i've been going off to bed at 11+ or even 12am....gosh~ i'm a walking panda right now...

yesterday, i went shopping alone before meeting up with dear dear and his god ma at taka for dinner...bought mum a gown from daniel yam for our wedding day as a compensation for not spending mothers' day with her. so glad she's going to wear it that day...hehe =) supposingly wanted to shop for fathers' day pressie too, but there wasn't enough time....wonder when i'll have time to shop again....

anyway, after that, mum and dad picked me up from taka and home sweet home. by then i was home, i'm already dead tired....and there i was still arranging the ang pows i need for our wedding and settling the buffet details with mum....by then everything was completed, it's almost 12midnight!!!! *yawn*

recently i've been having lots and lots of dreams....each dream is about the wedding...sigh~ and each dream, i always forget to do something or pack anything to bring to the wedding banquet and everything just isn't what i was planning.....am i too stress or what? why keep dreaming of such stuffs???? =(

it's only 15 days away from our BIG day and it just seems like lots have not been done.....and when i sit down and think about what's not done, i can't really visualise what's done and not.....now, our bridal room is in a total mess....ikea just delivery our chest of drawers on monday and nothing is done to it after that. now our hall is still packed with 4 cartons of i-don't-know-what-stuffs and i'm wondering whether it can all fit into our room...sigh~ 2 weeks more!!!!

another thing that makes me worry all this while is my BRIDAL GOWN!!! i can only go for my fitting on monday, 1st june!!! and that's like 12 days away from my wedding nia....what if i can't find anything i like? what if i can't fit into any? what if what if what if???? so many what ifs in my mind....the other day when i went daniel yam with mum to check out this gown i like, i was still telling myself, if i can fit in size M, i'll definitely buy cos high chance i'll still be able to wear it again after giving birth (of course with more exercise)...BUT BUT BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i tried size L and i just couldn't fit in!!! sobsobsobsobsob.....and i dared not carry on trying the XL.....super demoralise....and when i told FB's staff about my worries that i cannot find a suitable gown cos daniel yam's L size cannot even fit, her one word "HUH...???" totally demoralised me further.....sigh~ keeping my fingers cross....i'm praying hard that i can find the right one for me this coming monday....

15 days countdown to the day i'm officially a serangoon resident.........I MISS MY PURPLE ROOM......................

i'm SO SO SO SO TIRED!!!!!
the moment i stepped into office today at 8.15am, i took a 45mins nap...and after that, still not enough, i went back to taking another 15mins nap...that's how tired i am....now my eyes are still half closed...SO TIRED!!!!!!!!! arghh~ i want my bed.....

had a busy weekend...

woke up at 8+am on saturday to go down to the florist to select our banquet settings....

also, went to see a chinese physician on my health as well as dear's....my mum has been complaining i look so tired and dull although i'm through my 4month of my pregnancy....i'm too weak bahz...didnt get my body well prep for the pregnancy that's why i'm suffering now....all the outbreaks, the tiredness, the headache, the fainting spells etc....sigh~ and now, on top of all my gynae's supplements, i need to take chinese supplements as well....so many medicines a day....getting sick of it....

after that, went to collect my bracelet which is part of my 4 dian jing....finally got it settled...but there's still more to be covered for the wedding....and i'm so exhausted....

sunday, just went for lunch with OBF to celebrate sim's birthday...after which, wanted to go back settle dear's friend's invitation cards, but i'm too tired...had a bad headache....so we're doing so this coming weekend and i guess we'll be sending it to our guests personally bahz.....and there's a trip to ikea too to settle the furnitures this weekend....oh yah, "Our" room has been painted le...so now it's just an empty room with 2 single mattresses on the floor and dear's computer...need to get it settled asap....

busy busy busy...hope to update soon....i'm just too tired to blog recently although i've got some overdue pics to upload....sorry peepz...will send u all the pics asap...

9th may 09, our 1st wedding anniversary..hehe...as in ROM anniversary since that's the date me and dear dear agreed to remember...he says customary is just to let others know we're married so he doesn't want to remember that date...well well..fine...hahaha....

anyway, we had a memorable anniversary... =D super duper happy...

on the 8th night, i made him promise me to come back by 11pm to celebrate our anniversary together since the 9th we're having a bbq with our friends...fyi, he was out for a ship dinner so he'll hardly comes back that early cos they drink!!! hate that~ BUT....last friday, he made an exception and came back on the dot!!! hehe =) was super duper happy....

and in prep for this celebration, went through the trouble to get the vcd zhen xin hua (our first movie)....it's no longer selling in those major cd stores i called up or the stores i visited... =( ended up, managed to get a 2nd hand one from ebay... =D and am really greatful to the seller for rushing out the mailing of the vcd on the night of purchase...managed to get it on the friday evening!!! yipee~ here's the original cover:


and i went to edit the cover and customised it to OUR own cover...wahahaha....here it is :

have been very lazy to blog these days....been pretty occupied and tired from all the preparations for wedding and attending gatherings and discussions....

last week, we finally went to collect our pre-wedding photos...looking at the photos makes me wonder if i'll go back to my original weight and figure after giving birth sia....arghhh......

hopefully the weight i've put on so far is for baby and not me ar....hahaha...so i'll have an easier time slimming down after that =p

anyway, here's a few pics from the album....will upload more after the wedding...hehe...