*yawn* very tired....yesterday night came back at 12+am...by then i slept, it was 1+am....*yawn* caught the movie money not enough 2....funny....hahaha...can't help laughing lar....the lead actors were there to introduce to us the movie...hui-ge so cute lar....he says this movie confirm very nice to watch cos he acted in it...hahaha....

but i like the FAB auntie....she acted as the mother of the lead actors and she so cute larz...hehe....got one part super funny..if i'm drinking at that point, confirm i would have spat out water lor....hahaha...i shan't spoil the fun by blogging about it.... =p go watch it if you want to have a good laugh...however, towards the end, it's kinda sad too....i think mummy cried alittle towards that part...

if you're talking about computer graphics part, i think it's not pro enough bah....but the story line did manage to touch me as a singaporean.... =)

finally, it's thursday.....dear dear will be back this midnight or tomorrow morning.....can't wait to hear his voice.....i think before he leaves on 30th aug, i want to make him record his voice for me to listen everyday before i sleep....wahahaha... =p jk...

today is the 30th july already...sobsob...
in exactly a month's time, he'll be leaving for his sailing...sad~ in fact, even now, he's out for training again....and will only be back on fri morning....haizz...have less than a month with him... =(

on a happier note, i'll be watching the movie "money not enough 2" tonight with my family....it's like don't know how many donkey years since i last watch movie with them lar....the last i caught 881 with my parents but my brother wasn't around...this time, it's really me, my bro and my parents... =) too bad dear dear is not around...it'll be even better with him around...our complete family outing...

yesterday, had piano class as usual in PS. met suling there and spent approximately 15mins with her...nice meeting you gal... =) and surprisingly, after class, i saw JQ....i don't know how long ago was the last time i saw him...hahaha...


*2days till you're back...*

what a monday...early morning dear told me his dad is admitted to hospital for high fever...goodness...i hope everything is fine....still waiting for him to confirm this....*prays*

saturday, went to catch the movie Red Cliff....nice....just that you'll have to wait for the 2nd part to be out then you'll know the outcome of the war...it really keeps you in suspense...haha....after which, attended dear's bmt gathering with him after much pestering and whining...=p it was held in the ktv room of st james....1st time there....my thoughts: alcohol does wonders...hahahaha

saturday itself, dear told me a shocking decision of his...heart sank when he told me.... =( he said he's thinking of leaving navy and join SIA as cabin crew....i don't know i should be happy or sad....5yrs ago, he made my heart sink when he told me he's joining navy.....5yrs later, he made it sink again by telling me he wants to join SIA....i even told him, if he's applying, i'll go apply too...enough of leaving me every now and then.....currently is sailing and duties, and next time flying?....haiz...no....enough....i somehow feel that his heart is more settled when he's in navy rather than in SIA...don't get me wrong, i'm not saying SIA is not good lar....it has it's good points....should i encourage or discourage? i don't know....haizz....pay is definitely higher than what he's redrawing now....

the makeup done in the movie is really good sia...especially the harvey guy in the movie when he had half of his face burnt and disfigured...impressive....hahaha....thumbs up for this movie...

finally took some pics of my messy office...hahahaha

today, went to run some errands for office during lunch in vivo and in the end, it was just a wasted trip. i totally felt i'm like a clown.

firstly, i'm suppose to go down to singpost to have our office mails redirected from our old address to our new address. so, i made a call to them before going down asking for procedures. they told me to fill up a form and bring down to post office with cash/cheque. i did and went down. in the end, the counter staff says they can't process cos they need my boss to authorise me to do the redirection. (-_-)" nvm lor....she still ask me, did you read the instructions or not. wth....clown no.1.....

next task was to get our interbank GIRO approved by standard chartered and ocbc. we're doing a transfer from our scb account to our ocbc account every month so at first i was very unsure of the procedure. called ocbc up yesterday. they told me i had to fill up scb's interbank GIRO form and get them to endorse. nvm....so i called scb, explained to them, then they said, no, you need to fill up ocbc's form. goodness....tai chi....nvm again....i called ocbc one last time, they finally says, yes, use ocbc form and get scb to endorse it. fine....that's what i did....

went to scb to get them to endorse the GIRO form just now. and the lady happily signed and return the form. so there i head down to ocbc. kns....there's where i became clown no.2....ocbc told me it's between our company's account larz...NO NEED TO FILL UP FORM!!! *pengz* tell you......i felt like a FOOL lor....totally embarrassed at the counter....why at the first place scb never check and tell me about it??? make me go queue at ocbc and make a fool of myself....shitty feeling....

when i got back to office, another surprise.....singpost called up to say they're coming on a consignment note and mentioned that we didn't update our address....WTH!!!!!!!

i DID CALL you guys up to tell you to update.....
i DID EMAIL you guys to tell you to update.....
i DID MAIL LETTER to you guys to tell you to update....

ARE YOU SLEEPING?????? angry lor~

sigh~ feeling kinda emo now....don't know why...maybe i'm tired...

i'm left with 6 weekends with dear and he'll be gone for 3 months 3 weeks...sigh~ sigh~ sigh~ i know he's going away for our sake and i'm trying to accept the fact that he'll be gone for that long. i thought i can and will learn to not miss him so much, however, as time is drawing closer to his departure date, i realise i can't.....in fact, i'm missing him more each time, each second...sigh~ how sia???? he's not even gone and i'm feeling it already...... =(

like i've mentioned in one of my previous entry, i'll be having my piano exam soon. and he'll not be there to hold my hands tightly before my exam to calm me down....and after, he'll not be there to hug me to tell me not to worry so much about the results...sigh~

6 weekends; it'll be just a blink away~
this weekend, he'll be having a bmt gathering...yes, again...its just 2 months ago which they just had one. =( one saturday without dear again....1 down, 5 weekends to go. really 5 weekends??? sigh~ not sure...aug duty/sailing schedule not out, so neither am i sure there's 5 more weekends...how how how??? will i be able to cope without you, dear???

without you around, i don't know who to turn to when i'm down...
without you around, i don't know who to share my joy with...
without you around, i don't know who will laugh at my lame jokes...
sigh~ emptiness fills me when you aren't around...

will you miss me as much as i miss you???
i just hope 3 months and 3 weeks will just fly past with a blink...i hope....i really hope so...

missing you dear...nitez...

morning~

was stuck outside office till 10.15am this morning. what a start of a friday morning. hahaha....
we've just installed this access card thingy for office, and it's still not ready, plus boss forgot to off the switch for it last night before leaving office. thus, ta-da.......surprise.....nobody could get into office cos all of us don't have access card. but it was resolved after 2hrs of waiting outside. haha...

yesterday, we finally signed our wedding banquet contract and paid our deposit!!! LALALALA~ so happy....it was such a coincidence yesterday larz....it happened that my cousin's gf was attending to me when i did my payment. hahaha....so qiao...really sweet of her to offer to help us get more perks. thanks gal~ (if u happen to come across my blog. =p) anyway, our actual day is going to be on the 13th june 09, saturday... =D we went up to take a look at the bridal suite yesterday too. isn't very fantastic thou....pretty small for a suite but it's ok larz... =) also, we had buffet dinner in GC too...hehe....complimentary from eddie, our wedding consultant. nice~ with hotel banquet settled, i can now confirm the rest of the stuffs.... =D

tonight, i'll be meeting my galz for dinner. it's been a few weeks since we last met. looking forward to it. =)

in 46 days time, dear dear will be far far away from me... =(
haiz... was just scrolling through my calendar and marking down dear's sailing date and while i was scrolling, i had to scroll so long till the date he comes back...113 days without dear...how to survive???? sobz...

yesterday, dear's sis was msn-ing me and was asking me about his sailing. can tell she's pretty worried and upset that her brother is leaving the country for so long. well, as i said much earlier, i can't say no to dear's choice of going for this though i wish so much he doesn't have to go... (-_-)

i'll miss u so much dear...

it's a blue blue morning...

they quarrelled again.
suicidal attempts yet again.

i'm really tired of such once in awhile drama.
i'm really angry for they not learn to cherish one and another.
i'm really upset why such long relationships can turn out this way.
i'm really disappointed that they never spare a thought for us.
i'm really afraid the suicidal attempts succeeded.

what can i do? i don't know... =(

i pity her.
yet, i pity him too.
i shan't take sides.

haizz....hope everything will be fine soon...i pray~

*yawn* morning~ today is my first day starting work in our new office in psa vista...dad fetched me to work today as usual and he alighted me at haw par villa's taxi stand. saw this group of XXX country men walking from the bus stop towards the traffic light to cross the road. i was so keeping my fingers cross, praying hard that they don't belong to the same office building or even same office level as our new office. however, to my dismay, they belong to the same office building larz!!! this bunch of ti ko pei....saw this sweet and pretty lady in the lift and this group of men just keep looking at her with those ti ko look lor...she was wearing this short white dress, which i'm not sure if there was any shorts under lar....these ti ko pei just kept ogling her with those ti ko stares...buay tahan...and the poor lady happened to work on the same level as these men lor...


anyway, some updates. weekend was fun as usual...haha...just that saturday was back in office shifting stuffs. was able to leave at 3pm, but had dinner at 6pm, so i decided to stay till then to unpack my stuffs then proceed to dinner with dear and his friends. =D ate till super duper full lor...and after that, it was home sweet home for some dvds...


sunday, we finally caught the movie 10 promises to my dog...touching movie....it just totally reminds me of Dunno... =( tears just kept rolling down my cheeks when it came to the part where the owner was reading the 10 promises she made to socks (the goldy's name in the movie) when it was about to leave the world...so ke lian...i was thinking, have i ever fulfilled all these promises made to Dunno when he was alive...sobz...the answer is, NO...not all...so sad...if i have a dog all over again, i'll definitely treat it better...

so after movie, headed to my house for a swim with yiling...while the guys played mj at my place...hehe...nice~

shitty shit shit~ i forgot to bring my camera today...arghh~ no pics for the weekend... =(

today we're packing up our office to prepare for the shift tomorrow....finally we're shifting after 1month plus of waiting...hehe... =p

and also, today dear dear will be back!!! =D LALALA~

morning~ my sore throat is almost fully cured!!! *happy* all thanks to dear's recommendation of dequadin...hehe....muackx! ate more than half tube of dequadin yesterday and this morning, it's no longer painful, just kind of itchy feeling....those healing feel...but it's itchy till it makes me want to cough all the time....hopefully it doesn't lead to cough again.... =p

sob...i miss my dear....it's only yesterday when he sailed and here i am missing him liao. wonder how sia next month....haizz....i bought this tees in genting which states "stay with me"....and suping was suggesting that i wear it to send dear off when he's leaving for long sailing next month....hahaha....it's cute larz...but i think dear will be super pai seh and so will i be...wonder how long i'll be feeling down when he's gone during that period...haizz...

oh yah, i've finally gotten a call back from grand copthorne...waited so long...they called me yesterday late noon and said that our requested pricing is finally approved!!! yeah~ however, it's so sickening of that wedding consultant to say that with that price, we can't have lucky dip during wedding show, no extra waiver of 1 table and no helper's room.....we're fine without the lucky dip and 1 table waiver larz...but no helper's room??? isn't it back to square one??? it's like the first offer you quoted me lor.....haizz.....anyway, dear's mum is going to settle this on our behalf with her ex colleagues who is currently in this hotel. thanks mummy~ muackx!

hmm....i'm thinking if i should send my sony ericsson phone for servicing again....sian lehz....send in 2 times liao...if send again means 3rd time. from beginning till nw, the problem is still there... =( any party i call or receive call from, my voice will be distorted voice....1st time service, they say no problem just need system updates, so i paid $20+ for the updates. 2nd time service, they say got to change speaker, and that cost about $60....in total i spent $80+ and the problem is still there...haiz....should i send in again??? or should i buy new hp??? =( both options seem to be wasting money....or should i just settle with dear's spare hp which i'm using now??? hmm....

it's so irritating...i'm having sore throat and flu AGAIN! arGH~ wonder what's wrong sia...this time, i don't think i want to see doc anymore....keep seeing doc and taking medicine only makes me weaker each time. i'll try self medication this time. hrmp! wonder how many times i visited the doc this year alone....i think never before that many...and doc always tell me the same old thing...sick of hearing those. arGH~ even i take mc and claim medical fees from company until i pai seh already lor...i think i lack exercise..sigh....galz, want to go swimming with me???? =D

sian...dear is out sailing today and will be back on fri night. haiz....so many sailings.....missing him already. =( next week, he's thinking of bringing me to genting again...(-__-)" haha....i'm half-hearted to go this time partly cos i just got back from there and financially, it'll be a really budget trip if we go. whatever it is, i left him to make the decision and he'll let me know on saturday if we're going. this saturday, we're also meeting up with his ex-ship crews and their partners for dinner. cool~ they're quite a fun batch of people to be with. looking forward to the dinner..hehe...

hmm...come to think of it, it's been quite some time since the 4 couples + the extra met up altogether for dinner or movie liao wor....last time was bbq...everytime also got missing people during outings...when can arrange another gathering when all are present??? peepz, organise ley (if you are reading this, you know who you peepz are...)...hahahaa... =p

yesterday, we finally got a letter from hdb stating our queue number for punggol sapphire flats... actually we knew we're in the queue already last friday but we only got the official letter yesterday. hehe... =p out of 305 units, our queue number is 216 which is quite alright already since it's only our 2nd time queuing....so happy but also starting to feel the stress financially. a flat equals more savings required.

actually we got a queue number to select our 1st application flat, punggol spring too. some people had rejected it cos of the low levels so we got this chance. it's a 4 room application therefore, it's cheaper and the appointment is suppose to be today. we thought of going for it as there's still level 4 units available which is still acceptable to us. however, after thinking through yesterday, we've decided to forego this. save the trouble and time to go there cos it's like only 9 units left. so now, we're waiting for punggol sapphire invitation letter...hehe...=p

me n dear...signature pic first thing we're on board the bus...haha..
n here's suping's n yanjie's..hehe

after 6.5hours of bus ride...



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we reached at 3.30am...no hotel cum tired...

only available thing at that time????

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CASINO......


and after losing some $$$, so we decided to go take some pics...HAHAHA


hotel first world...same old hotel we always stay in...
another signature pic...haha...wonder y it's so standard.. =p
yanjie's attempt to make himself look taller than dear...hahaha
n dear just had to disturb him back by taking this pic...haha...us n our barang barang...
sickening dear going around trying to take pics of us
shoo~
after so many attempts of trying to take our pics, we decided to pose for him...hahaha
n there's yanjie attempt to show us his different expressions...
but somehow, it looks the same to me..hehehe... =p
i didn't even know when dear took this pic larz!!! so auntie!!!! arghh~

got tired of taking pics, ended up going shopping while the guys went to queue for the room.
after 1 hr, we saw our guys doing this...
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hahahahaha

at around 2.30pm then we got our room lor!!! shag~
anyway, took a short nap till 7pm and it's dinner!!!

lalalala~ olive time!!!

the interior of olive....

presenting to you......
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our food.....drools~

(1st row) left to right: bread, duck liver (foie gras), mushroom
(2nd row) left to right: lobster bisque, cesaer salad, esgargots
(3rd row) left to right: sirloin steak, tenderloin steak, sea bass

we had 4 plates of escargots which means we had 1 person per plate of 6!!! yummy~
in total, our bill is as follows:

1 foie gras
1 mushroom
4 escargots
2 lobster bisque
1 cesaer salad
1 sirloin steak
1 tenderloin steak
2 sea bass

TOTAL: RM$640

it's freaking cheap larz......

that's me enjoying my escargots...hahaha....can't seem to get enough of it lor...closer view of the escargots....see the green sauce??? that's the best part sia...
i finished up all the sauce lor...haha....everyone of us finished the sauce except yanjie...haha
the kitchen people must be thinking these people are crazy...haha...cos we practically licked all our plates clean.... =P

after our yummy dinner....shiok~!
sickening dear trying to mimick yanjie's gambling expression...hahaha
see how bo liao we are....
now, it's yanjie's turn to try act cool....wahaha
another signature pic....olive front door...hehe
after dinner, we headed outside for a stroll....too full liao...haha
it's so cold lor....

and that's dear playing with my ds lite on our LONG journey home... that's all for my genting trip....

*yawnz* i'm tired....didn't sleep well last night due to all those unnecessary worrying...anyway, everything is fine le.... =)

good news for me...i'm going genting this weekend!!! hehe...olive olive....lalalala~ i get to eat olive again....yipee~ this time, we're going with suping and yanjie....hehe...it's another short trip up...2D1N stay but we're leaving on friday night instead so we'll arrive on saturday morning....too bad the rest couldn't make it....else, it would be fun to have us all up there.....but nvm lar...next time...got chance one.... =D

sigh...so fast it's july le.....in 2 mths, dear will be away from me for a long time.... =( sad....
and in another wk or so, we'll also be knowing our application results for punggol sapphire....*excited* not only that, we'll also be confirming our wedding banquet this month too....

actually we've confirmed the date, however, we've yet to negotiate the contract terms and sign it.....it's still pending negotiation for more perks lar...hehe... =p anyway, this is done by dear's mum....so i'm just waiting for her to settle the contract and we'll just go sign and pay the deposit.... =D the date should be 13th june 09 if there's no other hiccups....sad that i didn't manage to get my preferred date, but nvm lar....at least i get my preferred place...hehe...

so much so for july...hehe...

ok, i'm really upset right now......just had a little arguement with dear... =( sobz....and he's ignoring my phone calls for now....i guess he needs to cool down so probably that's why he's rejecting my phone calls. haiz.....i don't blame him...just that the last time he ignored my calls seems so long ago and he disappeared from my life for 2 whole years after that....i'm just afraid...

anyway, dear, it was never meant to be a quarrel.....just a passing comment on how i thought...that's all....=( i'm sorry~

* everything is fine now. =)