Monday, April 14, 2008
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Dunno Tan, my beloved doggie just passed away yesterday noon....he's put to sleep due to multiple illness which we totally didn't know as he's not fed any other food except for his normal dog food...doc says he may not recover even if we hospitalise him and will still go 4-5 days later... so dad says to follow docs suggestion which is to put him to sleep..dad says Dunno seems to be begging him to go ahead and his face very sad....i can imagine that sad face of my doggie who tears whenever he's sad....if i'm there to see him being put to sleep, i think i'll break down on the spot...even now when i'm typing this in office, i'm tearing....
on friday, which i normally go to my bf's place after work, i don't know why i suddenly have the urge to go back to see Dunno and feed him. i made my bf drive me home while he went jb to pump petrol and i went back feed him and swim....and that's the last time i saw him, fed him and hug him....he looked really sick that day and i told dad about it....then on sunday, dad called me to ask me for the vet's no. and told me Dunno is sick so need to see doc....i didn't think much about it and went back to sleep....that's when i dreamt that my parents are giving away Dunno's stuff cos he didn't make it back from the doc....and true enough, when i got home yesterday night, my mum cried and told me "Dunno is gone"....even dad's eyes was red....and my bro is still in camp so he didn't know Dunno is gone.....sobsobsob....i don't know how we're going to break this news to him....he bound to tear too....
last night, i dreamt that he has gone to a far better place whereby he has company and is happily running on a patch of green green field....food and shelter is provided and he's very happy....i hope this is true....
to my beloved dog:
Dunno, you're my companion when i'm sad and lonely...i talk to you and tell you my problems and sadness and you'll just sit beside me as though you understand and trying to comfort me....i will always remember the way you like to sneak into our room, the cheeky way you'll disturb us when we don't pay attention to you, your barking to wake us up at 6am every morning, the way you'll cuddle in my arms whenever i carry you, the curious look of yours, etc...the every little part of you and everything you normally do to make us laugh....
Remember the time when we first brought you home? you shivered in fear...you were so frighten by lightning and thunders...so mummy bought you a dog house for you to hide inside...you love it so much and will sleep in it everyday...since then, you're no longer afraid of thunder and lightning ya? i love to see the way you make yourself settle in in the house with the cloth and pillow we've given you. you lay your bed neatly and fall asleep cutely with the pillow supporting just your head...
your every action and behaviour reminds us so much of our beloved grandfather who passed away before you came into our lives and now that you're gone, the feeling of losing a loved one is back all over again...
you brought joy to our family the moment you step into our lives....i hope you're relieve from all pain and sadness at your new found home....you're greatly miss by us and will live in our hearts forever....love you Dunno....
The Diva was here at
9:15 AM
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Name : Pearline aka AhPearl