here i am all alone at home while my parents are out sending my bro back to his camp...and dear is out playing billard with his friends...haizz....bored~ want to sleep but also want to wait for dear's call....=p

by the way, congrats to suling and leon!!! they're shortlisted by mediacorp for that whatever programme....hehe....must jia you wor.... =D

bye peepz....i go wait for dear's phone call le....nitez.... =p

my legs are about to break...

the whole gathering was held in IMM swensens...we stayed there till the staff have to chase us out lor....in the end, we just left after the photo taking session...it was nice meeting up with you peepz...thanks for organising...

see how engross these guys are....know what they doing?

haha....all using their 'remote control'...the Click??? hahaha

no lar....they're playing nintendo wii...hehe..

that's all....tonight having a sec sch class gathering and i'm still sick...haiz...

sick~ now that my sore throat is almost fully recovered after all the strepsils, listerine and herbal tea process, i'm down with flu and slight fever.....arghhh~ hate it. can't think straight now....i just want my bed, pillow and bolster right now....sobz~

anyway, i'm on half day leave today...yeah~~~~~~
got to go home to receive daddy's new tv set later in the noon...hehe...he bought a new lcd tv for our hall...yipee~ have been living without a tv during dinner time for the past few days. hahaha...ok...i know it's a bad habit to watch tv while eating....haha...but i like~ =p

also, i'll be getting my rom magazine from derrick...yeah~ and after which, have an appointment with suping to go threading....ouch ouch~ hahaha....i hope it's not that painful....

(sorry qi, cos i think sat we wouldn't have time to go threading since we're going to accompany suling for the auditions so since today free, i'll go with my friend.)

and also, finally meeting dear...hehe...he's back!!! missing him so much.......

with all these line up later in my day, hopefully i'll feel better after a short nap later....

counting down till 1pm....=p

great~ i'm having a bad sore throat now....irritating...
i tried the following:

- strepsils X 6
- gurgling with listerine
- drinking coke + salt
- drinking lotsa hot water

and it doesn't work!!!!! help~~~~~~~ i need an instant remedy...if my throat continues like this, then confirm i'll get flu and fever.....i need to prevent that from happening!!! always 3-in-1 package. combo... i think i shall try taking strepsils again later. arghh...having a sore throat takes just a few seconds while curing it takes so long..........................sobz...

enough of complains....hmm....let's see....what have i been doing for the past few days....hmm...

last friday, i went for movie with dear, edwin and janice after work.....funny movie....caught the movie "Get Smart"....i laughed so loud till dear had to tell me to lower my volume and covered my mouth when i just couldn't...hahahahaha... =P

while saturday, had the sudden urge to hold a small mini bbq session with dear and his friends at suping's place. hehe...since we always do the same stuffs each weekend like eating/movie/mj etc, it's getting kinda boring. thus, the bbq and proceeded to suping's place to play wii!!! so fun...hehe...the guys seem to enjoy it more than us gals...hahahaha...shall post the pics taken that night as soon as i've uploaded it.... =P

sunday, boring.....stayed home the whole day until evening, went J8 collect my SE hp....finally...it's repaired....and total cost for repairs $80+!!! goodness....it cost almost as expensive as the hp itself larz...haizz.....

so as usual, monday and tuesday, it's work and home. boring life without dear....oh forgot to mention, dear is out sailing since monday.....hopefully he gets to go home today or latest tomorrow....missing him...

some random entry....just got the pics taken during our "short" trip to genting in april from josephine. I MISS OLIVE~~~~~~~

i'm super angry cum sad this morning. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ tentatively, i've got no mood to work now....

just got a sms from grand copthorne's wedding consultant. on monday, we went to see him and on tuesday, we confirm we'll like to have the 9th May 09. but................the couple confirm this morning that they'll like to take 9th May 09 too!!! #$%$&*^(#^!($*&( so ANGRY~~~~~~~ so SAD~~~~~~~and now dear is out sailing....i'm at a loss....don't know if it'll still be grand copthorne....i'm back to square one again!!!!!!!!!

tired morning...*yawnz* i still have problems having a good night sleep. i can sleep for many hours but still wake up feeling like i've never slept. mum says my 脸色 no good...and she kept nagging saying everyday sleep so early yet still like that blah blah blah...keep telling me to take good care of my face cos she says for a 20+ adult, i shouldn't be looking like this even with make up on....... =( haizZ....mum.....you think i want mehz???? i also want to have good night sleep instead of waking up every 2 hours thinking i've not done anything or it's time for work etc....

anyway, yesterday we (me, mum, dear n dear's mum n my dad who came later) went to grand copthorne waterfront in havelock road to checkout the grand ballroom and packages they have. when i first stepped into the hotel, i didn't even thought it is a hotel...hahaha...it looks more like a high class resort instead....=P however, it's a "woo-wah" when we went into the ballroom. 1 word, niceeeee~~~~~~ even dear said it's nice. but.......someone is ahead of us. =( another couple had enquire for the date, 9th may 09 already and they're given first priority if they confirm their date. sianz......now, have to wait for dear's mum to ask her friend in grand copthorne for perks first then can confirm our date...but.....again, if we confirm our date, priority still goes to that couple....haizz....if they can't confirm within 3 days from the day we confirm ours, then we'll get it. arghhh~

by the way, grand copthorne is having a wedding show on the 13th july (sunday). any couples interested???? most prob me and dear will be attending....hehe...got sure win lucky dip and got lunch buffet lehz.....all for $28 per couple. =D let me know if you going ok? so can plan go together...hahahaha

you peepz must be wondering, how come in my previous entries we've been confirming that it'll be sheraton and now we're still hotel scouting...hahahaha....well, on sunday, we planned a fathers' day dinner in sheraton's Li Bai restaurant to have a taste of the food and at the same time bring my parents around to see the place. and guess what, we received negative comments from them. :( all of them thinks that the march-in part is a big issue.....so, there we are, hotel scouting again...back to square one...haizz...

this morning was so depressing...i woke up feeling really fat!!! saw that bulge in my stomach area...ewwww......totally depressing...*don't get me wrong, i'm not pregnant* I'VE PUT ON WEIGHT!!! I NEED TO JIAN FEI!!! =( i think i ate too much yesterday...*sad* and tonight, i'm going to my mum's friend's house for a durian feast...gosh~ (-_-)" don't know how to jian fei like this sia...haizz haizz haiZZ..............

also, i had a haircut last thursday. and i hate it..... =( i wanted more layered but i also told the stylist not to cut my length...in the end, he cut my length!!! and my fringe is so short now...it's been 1 week, and my hair is still so pong...haizz...i wonder how long it'll take for my hair to grow long enough to have nice hairstyles for my bridal shoot.. =( i predict the shoot will be around end of the year or beginning next year...any hair lengthening products to intro?? hehe...=P

talking about my wedding, last week, dear has concluded that we'll have our wedding in sheraton if it's available on the 9th May 09. however, i've been having 2nd thoughts about it...

have been looking up forums to find out more about the wedding banquets there. so far there's many good comments. but...the thing that is of my concern is the march-in part. if we're intending to have all 4 ballrooms it's going to be a L shape ballroom , then the march-in is going to be really weird. either we have a super duper short march-in, or we'll have a long one but we'll need live feed of the march-in, else, the guests in the other part of the hall cannot get a view of it. haizz...how how how??? i need to confirm fast just in case our preferred date is taken. and also, i need to confirm my photographer...just in case derrick is taken up on the 9th may too...haizz...

why everyone getting more and more kiasu...book wedding banquet so early... =( wedding stress~

haizz...i need a place to runt....................................

i feel my company has no sense of punctuality!!! ok, maybe i'm very particular about it cos I'm hardly late for work. in my years of working, i'm like less than 5 times late for work lor...if i'm ever late, it's definitely within the 15mins mark but most of the time i'm early, whether or not dad fetch me or i go to work myself. however, i've got A colleague waltzing in 30mins-1hr later. goodness~ haizz.....something needs to be done. it's not a good example for new colleagues cos it'll turn into a habit and everyone will think it's ok to do so. then happily, one day, i'll just be sitting alone in office for 1hr before anyone helps me out with the phone calls issit? haizz....

another thing is time off (fyi, it's not OT time off). B colleague is claiming time off quite frequently. if you claim an hr time off and repay back with your lunch time or start work earlier, it's more like it. rather than you claim 2-3hrs time off and never repay back and it's not deducted off annual leaves (for now). moreover, it's like 3hrs!!! halow~~~~~~ if it's 4hrs time off, it's like half day leave liao larz.....what are annual leaves for????? for you to take and go holiday???? and time off is for you to settle your personal stuffs as and when you want???? if this is the case, then i can practically no need to take leaves through out the year cos i can just get the 2-3hours time off...and moreover, you 好意思 take so many time off and no need deduct leave mehz??? even boss gave me off 2 weeks ago cos i'm still sick, i very 不好意思 already.....so i worked from home till 6pm and break only when i felt drowsy from my med....

ok...enough said....it's the complacent part of me typing the above portion earlier part in the morning. maybe cos i'm feeling very grouchy...wahaha...

on the other hand, after much thought, i don't know YET if A colleague's work schedule has been change that's why he's waltzing in so late everyday. which maybe, somehow, i don't know......

and i don't know YET if B colleague's time off is to be deducted from annual leaves cos all these, i've just questioned boss. =P hehe......

anyway, after that was kungfu panda the movie....cute lar the panda...hehe....go watch it if you haven't. so clumsy the panda....wahaha... =P

yesterday, went to catch the movie, sex and the city, with diana and her sis. i've heard of this tv series, and i've not watch a single episode of it. haha...but i find this movie so sweet...nice!!! mr big is so charming lar...hmm...maybe i should consider watching the series...haha...=P

this movie is rated M18, but somehow, somewhere, a little kid's voice was heard in the cinema lar!!! super irritating~ the kid started talking in between the movie and even cried lor. and following that came the kid's parents quarrelling over their kid. WTH!!! we're watching a movie here and you're talking so loudly behind.....not only that, there's like some obscene portions which i feel should be rated R21 instead, and a kid is here viewing it....goodness~ why at the first place a kid is let into this cinema??? when we entered the cinema, the staff even checked diana's sis IC to make sure she's of age to watch this movie. but why on earth is the kid in there??!!!! horrid....

anyway, back to the movie...
just by watching this movie, it really reminds me about myself...
watching what carrie and mr big went through in the movie for their wedding preps, i start to think about my own wedding preps....

am i expecting too much for our wedding? is it my 'want' and not dear's? just like carrie. she had planned the perfect wedding just as what she wanted but in the end, is the wedding just about her and her friends? or is it about she and her future hubby? don't get me wrong, we didn't have any arguement or fights. it's just a thought that suddenly pop up in my mind. it really kept me thinking.....hehe...

oh yah, did i say i watch with diana? haha...yahz....it's been a long long time since we caught a movie together...i think the last movie was scary movie 3...right diana? =P

next movie i want to watch....
10 promises to my dog.....just by looking at the pic, i want to watch already. goldy goldy...hehe...so cute lor....reminds me of chelsea (sim n jos's goldy)....

it's been a busy week cos it's the beginning of the month....hate it...except the fact that it's my pay day, else, i hate it totally...

last week, kept feeling giddy and had really bad headaches. went to see a doc on wed and doc concluded, fever.. (-_-)" so was on mc on wed...took my pills and slept through out except for meal time and med time. shiok~

however, the stupid med i took caused me to have bad gastric pains...thurs, went back to work in the morning, but went back to see a doc again in the noon. and was diagnosed with fever still... (-_-)" but this time, i went to another doc and got the doc to change my medication....felt so much better after it. and yah, within 2 days, i spent $50+ on doc fee...

conclusion, a hole in my pocket....=(

fri, had a day off from boss cos i'm still not well cos raymond ask boss if i could stay home since i'm still sick...nice boss i've got..haha...no need mc and no need deduct my annual leave...free off day...wahaha.....

(Raymond!!! i've added your name in this entry as requested....hahahaha...)

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a few days back, i've gotten dear's confirmation on his long long sailing... =( he's leaving on the 30th aug and will only be back on 20th dec...sad sad~ that's 113 days of sailing!!! normally sail a few days de, suddenly going sail so long... =( dear dear...i'm so gonna miss you~ *sob*

i'll definitely need to keep myself VERY occupied during that period. so anybody want to ask me out for what gathering, feel free to ask me then. i'll be more than happy to join... =P

i've got my piano exam coming up in sep....and dear is not here to accompany me to the exam ground this time. i'm always very very nervous whenever i'm outside the studio and i need dear to calm me down...!!! the last time, he was beside me which helped me lots and i felt i did well enough to pass, but still, failed by that stupid 3 marks (ok, better than nothing at least almost pass =P).....but now, he's not here, i think i'm going to fail again and it's really badly....=(

it's just 3 months away, and i'm still way way behind, and i'm losing interest...how how????? it's my final grade and i'm like spending so many years and money on it lar....so feel like giving up after this exam regardless of the result. should i???? no heart to learn le..... =(