Monday, September 1, 2008
normal routine monday...sianz...
it only got better after dear called...his call is just like an energy booster larz...all smiles after he called. =D
but when night falls, it's back to square one...i yearn to hear his voice just once again...wondering what he's doing now....are you missing me too my dear? hmm...today, i very guai...come home straight after work...tomorrow probably the same, else, at most i'll go to granny's place for dinner with my parents and then home...
see....how dull my life is without you colouring it??? or maybe it's just me not allowing others to colour my life's colouring book which i think it is. maybe this is just the beginning, that's why i feel life is so "colourless"...i don't know...i didn't really tear today...except alittle soft sobz when dear called earlier in the day. was overjoyed to hear his voice... =) just by hearing his voice, i can actually sob, i can't imagine how i'll react when he's back...haha...
was browsing through all my digital photos taken with dear to load into my digital photo frame and i realise that 2005 we took really little pics lar...so hard to find....hardly got pics of just the 2 of us...but still, i managed to dig out pics from year 2003 till present...
2003 - tan me with fair white dear
2004 - botak dear n short hair me
2005 - valentine's at lawry's
2006 - went HK with dear...i want to go again!!!
2007 - navy open house
2008 - the proposal
looking at the calendar, it's just 18 days away from our 5th anniversary!!! and you're not here to celebrate with me this time.... =( you have to make up for it when you're back arz...muackx~
111 days more...so long...every minute to me now seems like hours...it'll be record breaking once this 113 days are over. dear dear has never left me for more than 14 days ever since we got back in 2003.
i find myself so contradicting...here i am missing him so much and thinking how good it'll be if he doesn't need to go...but on the other hand, i am encouraging him to stay on in his job...haizz...what a contradicting person i am....
The Diva was here at
10:46 PM
Name : Pearline aka AhPearl