Tuesday, July 22, 2008
sigh~ feeling kinda emo now....don't know why...maybe i'm tired...
i'm left with 6 weekends with dear and he'll be gone for 3 months 3 weeks...sigh~ sigh~ sigh~ i know he's going away for our sake and i'm trying to accept the fact that he'll be gone for that long. i thought i can and will learn to not miss him so much, however, as time is drawing closer to his departure date, i realise i can't.....in fact, i'm missing him more each time, each second...sigh~ how sia???? he's not even gone and i'm feeling it already...... =(
like i've mentioned in one of my previous entry, i'll be having my piano exam soon. and he'll not be there to hold my hands tightly before my exam to calm me down....and after, he'll not be there to hug me to tell me not to worry so much about the results...sigh~
6 weekends; it'll be just a blink away~
this weekend, he'll be having a bmt gathering...yes, again...its just 2 months ago which they just had one. =( one saturday without dear again....1 down, 5 weekends to go. really 5 weekends??? sigh~ not sure...aug duty/sailing schedule not out, so neither am i sure there's 5 more weekends...how how how??? will i be able to cope without you, dear???
without you around, i don't know who to turn to when i'm down...
without you around, i don't know who to share my joy with...
without you around, i don't know who will laugh at my lame jokes...
sigh~ emptiness fills me when you aren't around...
will you miss me as much as i miss you???
i just hope 3 months and 3 weeks will just fly past with a blink...i hope....i really hope so...
missing you dear...nitez...
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Name : Pearline aka AhPearl