it's been a busy week cos it's the beginning of the month....hate it...except the fact that it's my pay day, else, i hate it totally...

last week, kept feeling giddy and had really bad headaches. went to see a doc on wed and doc concluded, fever.. (-_-)" so was on mc on wed...took my pills and slept through out except for meal time and med time. shiok~

however, the stupid med i took caused me to have bad gastric pains...thurs, went back to work in the morning, but went back to see a doc again in the noon. and was diagnosed with fever still... (-_-)" but this time, i went to another doc and got the doc to change my medication....felt so much better after it. and yah, within 2 days, i spent $50+ on doc fee...

conclusion, a hole in my pocket....=(

fri, had a day off from boss cos i'm still not well cos raymond ask boss if i could stay home since i'm still sick...nice boss i've got..haha...no need mc and no need deduct my annual leave...free off day...wahaha.....

(Raymond!!! i've added your name in this entry as requested....hahahaha...)

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a few days back, i've gotten dear's confirmation on his long long sailing... =( he's leaving on the 30th aug and will only be back on 20th dec...sad sad~ that's 113 days of sailing!!! normally sail a few days de, suddenly going sail so long... =( dear dear...i'm so gonna miss you~ *sob*

i'll definitely need to keep myself VERY occupied during that period. so anybody want to ask me out for what gathering, feel free to ask me then. i'll be more than happy to join... =P

i've got my piano exam coming up in sep....and dear is not here to accompany me to the exam ground this time. i'm always very very nervous whenever i'm outside the studio and i need dear to calm me down...!!! the last time, he was beside me which helped me lots and i felt i did well enough to pass, but still, failed by that stupid 3 marks (ok, better than nothing at least almost pass =P).....but now, he's not here, i think i'm going to fail again and it's really badly....=(

it's just 3 months away, and i'm still way way behind, and i'm losing interest...how how????? it's my final grade and i'm like spending so many years and money on it lar....so feel like giving up after this exam regardless of the result. should i???? no heart to learn le..... =(