Monday, February 25, 2008
feeling super emotional now...i feel that my tears would just roll down my cheeks anytime.
just had a small arguement with my parents awhile ago. i don't understand...i just don't understand....should i be happy? sad? hurt? or...? how i should be feeling????
was flipping through style weddings magazine and told my parents that we have signed up for those bridal shoot package for a pretty good deal yesteray. after explaining the details, my mum still nod with agreement, but i don't know why suddenly after an hour or so, she started grumbling that i shouldn't sign the package, saying i've not been doing housework lar, not spending time at home blah blah blah....dah~ what's got signing the package got to do with doing housework? what's it got to do with spending time at home too???? don't get it larz!!! it's off topic~ and best, they got to add that i'm not mature enough, don't really know what we're doing. what larz!!! what they trying to say?!! meaning i'm not ready for marriage? who was the one who says book earlier dates for rom better??? CONTRADICTING!!! immediately, i felt my blood boiling from beneath and just kept quiet and let them finish what they have to say. they just continued, my mum spoke, then my dad continues, and then mum adds on again, and so on....non-stop larz...then finally, i think they came to the main point that they've been wanting to tell me. they're afraid that i'll be ill-treated. great! i'm still boiling then to even think about their worries. come to think of it now after cooling off, i seriously don't know how i should be feeling...happy that they're concern about my future? sad/hurt over what they've said about me? or angry? haizz....i think i shan't think about it further, else, the more i think of it, i'll tear. although i do feel hurt over what's said, but i do feel happy that they're worried about me. afterall, i'm their only daughter and they've been very very protective over me since i was a kid.
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Name : Pearline aka AhPearl